First and foremost, I would like to introduce myself. My name is Ryan. I am a film producer by day and a clairvoyant superhero by night. I give psychic readings and healings on a daily basis. I help people find their own truths and certainly help them reveal their true paths and journey. It is such a blessing to see people on a level that is beyond the surface. To truly see them. Attempting to see in non-judgment. In neutrality. We all have this ability. All I did was decide to look into it, turn it on, and use this tool to benefit my life and the lives I touch. I am no better than anyone. I don't have all the answers. All I really have is my truth and what i see. That sounds extremely threatening huh? :)
2009. The year that made us all grow up. We have been tested to the ultimate limit. We have been knocked down. We have been fearful. We have been forced to see and think differently. We have made excuses that don't work anymore, yet we survived and have definitely changed.
In 2009, I was a lover, a warrior, creator, destroyer, mistress, liar, thinker, feeler, failure, a dreamer, dancer, alcoholic, fool, healer, loner... always oblivious, pissing people off, always questioning, always wanted and needed, always wanting and needing, lacking trust, getting ahead of myself, in like, out of like, late for work, sleeping in too late, danced the nights away, drank jealousy, drank other things, taught people, hit betrayal in the face, questioned what betrayal was, made just enough money to get by, experienced amazing friendships, reattached on a new level with family, experienced and experiencing an amazing relationship, saved many of times when i was falling down, devastated when my best friend moved away, laughed, cried more than I have, fell in love with everyone all over again, created a partnership and company, gained some patience and even lacked patience at times, finally started to understand business, finally understood people won't get it, and finally understood I believed in so many people to get it that won't...and the list goes on.
I can't even describe how appreciative I am for all of it. I am fulfilled.
I can honestly say 2009 has its true place in my personal history. As the new year approaches, I can't seem to figure out how life is working, yet it still is. Taking ownership of your life is a hard thing to do. You start to piss people off. What does that really mean? Try thinking about it for 2010.
What does it mean to survive now? What does it mean to feel? What does it mean to have? What does it mean to love? What does it mean to communicate? see? know?
We are all turning on. We are excited for some reason right? We all know 2010 is a year to get it on and attempt to do it right...what rings true for ourselves?
I am finally ready to follow my dreams in 2010 (still convincing myself as I type), and it's about damn time. There is no room for fear. No room for jealous people. No room for ignorance, only innocence. No room to lack confidence. After the many sessions I've had with people and told them to follow their truth and dreams...I'd be a hypocrite if I didn't start my own right this second...it's only 7:00PM. December 31st.
I'll wait just a few more hours...
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